Thoughts, one after the other.
Glued to my mind
Playing with my peace
Some provoking me to act.
Others asking me to stop.
But I stand clueless,helpless
Thoughts, one after the other
Of the past,the present, the future,
Stuck to my mind like a termite
Eating me through and through
Some asking me to to rub off the past
Some asking me to be the architect of my future
But I stand unmoved
Thoughts, one after the other
Of friends and family
Of that biggest pillar of strength,
Of that inspiration
Of that guide
Of that mentor
Of that critic
Of that person who means just about everything
Of that person who means just about everything
Provoked me to speak up and I did
But yet I stand at the same place
and he at the same
But there is a void
Thoughts about my future
Of what I want to be
Of where I would be
Of my efforts not giving results
Have put me in double minds
Have forced me to question my decisions
Yet I have no answer
Thoughts about that special someone
Of just not being able to confess
Of letting it just build in me
Of leaving it to fate
Of keeping myself in the dark
Of living in some moments
Of giving myself hopes that it might happen
Have made me weak & a little irrational
Some say it's ok coz I am in love
The others say I am mad as I am supposed to be rational
But I stand stuck to my belief
I know the solutions
Solutions to all
But something in me just backs me off
Why is to so difficult to quit?
Why is it so difficult to keep myself before everyone?
Why is to so difficult to just be impulsive at times?
Why is to difficult to take the charge of my own life?
I am not asking for answers as I know what you'll say
I am just venting out everything, hoping the mess will clear!
